I woke up pretty easy today.
I woke up with my alarm clock playing while I had the scariest nightmare I ever had.
It is funny how I remember nightmares so clearly at the back of my mind, ever since having one when I was just in kindergarten.
I am posting this at 9:49am, in school, waiting for my class to start at 10am.
This dream, or should I say that every single dream feels so real to me. This is what made it so surreal. Because it's too real. They come in many different views, a third person or first person view, in this dream, I saw a body that looks so similar to mine laying in a box, and that body was staring back at me, smiling. I don't know how I can describe the scene, I'm not good at descriptions. But I realized how important life is and how easy it is to end it. How susceptible it is and how strong it is at the same time.
At the same time, I realized the deadly importance of having a family, relatives and cousins. Family who'd forgive you no matter what you did, family who'd help you with your problems no matter what happens. I love my family.

Hugs and more HUGGGGGSSSSSSS, <3 TKL :)
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