Heyyyyy~

Ok, that sounds weird. But let's get moving.

I have been posting more recently, maybe due to having so much work to do, I just need something to do on my computer to keep myself calm for awhile. So I guess posting something up would be the only choice I have left.
So I have been playing my piano more often recently and as I was playing my recent classical pieces I would just think about my teacher who I had dismissed just about a month ago due to the fact that apparently I do not have the determination to carry on.
What came onto my mind is that if I could just make time for piano and maybe just keep myself more disciplined, I wouldn't need to give up on such a good teacher. I discovered some new playing techniques and recalled what she taught me for the past years and managed to somehow improve better on my skill. How I wish she was here to hear me play..
One of the reasons that I decided to stop having lessons with her is that her health isn't as good as before.. Lessons are much more unstable and we are having much more breaks as well. I couldn't keep up, neither could she.
There was someone that I thought of as well while playing a piece that I haven't touched since 2 years ago. Someone who would share these piano experiences with me all the time and also tell each other how we treasure music. We might not have met each other in 4 years but I really did treasure him as a friend. Things may happen, there may be misunderstandings, which led us to turn into strangers again. How fast has time flew by.. Having all this moments etch in my memories until now.. It all still seems vivid to me.
But what I want to imply is that memories are one of the greatest sense that ever exists, it is the reason why we cannot go back in or pause time. It's the reason why we learn to treasure.
Love everyone around you, it is worth more than anything.

Hugs and more HUGGGSSSSS, <3 TKL :)
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